Hermanos

This is the start of our brotherhood, and it still going on strong :)

Dear Hairyl,

It's kinda heart wrenching to see you in that expressionless state that night. I didn't know what to say or what to do but all I know is to be physically there for you. It must have be tough and hard on you these couple of weeks, with all these ups and downs. Seriously, I couldn't imagine the pain you went through but both Tino and I strongly believe that sooner or later, a stronger and tougher Hairyl will appear in front of us. Honestly speaking, I'm not really used to see my phone without your random texts lately. Usually you will just complain 'bout certain stuffs, telling nonsense or jokes or just simple texting session to get your day by. But I can understand why you ain't texting because you ain't got the mood. It's okay monster :) 

And I do feel bad for not receiving that last SMS from you. I kinda blame myself for not being able to be there when you text. I'm sorry. Though I know you wouldn't mind but I do feel darn bad. If only I had received it and you wouldn't have been so down for that 2 days. If only ah. I got a feeling that I should really  go down earlier and visit you and your mum before Sat but I just couldn't squeeze the time out. If only I know this earlier..

This week's weekend is really a tough week to go through haha. I kept thinking and worrying about you. I not sure why but I just couldn't stop thinking. Perhaps too worried for you already that's why. Maybe both of us still have some promises we keep to to both of us. :) Anyway, I need you to be strong and steady, and I hope to see the crazy nonsensical Hairyl from last Friday supper :) I miss that old and prefer that old Hairyl :)

From now on, life will be tougher than it look but hey, I'm sure you will get to enjoy in the future so just have endure and sacrifice a lil' for now. At the end of the day, be it your love life, your family problem, your school problem, someone not happy with your monsters, or you just want me to send you another photo of my monster, just text me. You know very well that I'm just a text away. If I don't reply means I busy or I didn't receive or I must be shaking my double decker bed :P

I will wait for the day whereby I could really feel the old Hairyl is back :) Meanwhile, try to stay positive and smile always. Remember I commented that you have a great smile? :) So yeah. Don't forget that we're Dota Bros for life and I still wanna attend your wedding :)

P.S

I have never regret knowing you but the greatest regret is knowing you too late. :)
Sorry if my face too FAT in the picture. TSK ._.