.Herii

Hermanos

2012-02-12T17:37:00.000+08:00

This is the start of our brotherhood, and it still going on strong :)

Dear Hairyl,

It's kinda heart wrenching to see you in that expressionless state that night. I didn't know what to say or what to do but all I know is to be physically there for you. It must have be tough and hard on you these couple of weeks, with all these ups and downs. Seriously, I couldn't imagine the pain you went through but both Tino and I strongly believe that sooner or later, a stronger and tougher Hairyl will appear in front of us. Honestly speaking, I'm not really used to see my phone without your random texts lately. Usually you will just complain 'bout certain stuffs, telling nonsense or jokes or just simple texting session to get your day by. But I can understand why you ain't texting because you ain't got the mood. It's okay monster :)

And I do feel bad for not receiving that last SMS from you. I kinda blame myself for not being able to be there when you text. I'm sorry. Though I know you wouldn't mind but I do feel darn bad. If only I had received it and you wouldn't have been so down for that 2 days. If only ah. I got a feeling that I should really go down earlier and visit you and your mum before Sat but I just couldn't squeeze the time out. If only I know this earlier..

This week's weekend is really a tough week to go through haha. I kept thinking and worrying about you. I not sure why but I just couldn't stop thinking. Perhaps too worried for you already that's why. Maybe both of us still have some promises we keep to to both of us. :) Anyway, I need you to be strong and steady, and I hope to see the crazy nonsensical Hairyl from last Friday supper :) I miss that old and prefer that old Hairyl :)

From now on, life will be tougher than it look but hey, I'm sure you will get to enjoy in the future so just have endure and sacrifice a lil' for now. At the end of the day, be it your love life, your family problem, your school problem, someone not happy with your monsters, or you just want me to send you another photo of my monster, just text me. You know very well that I'm just a text away. If I don't reply means I busy or I didn't receive or I must be shaking my double decker bed :P

I will wait for the day whereby I could really feel the old Hairyl is back :) Meanwhile, try to stay positive and smile always. Remember I commented that you have a great smile? :) So yeah. Don't forget that we're Dota Bros for life and I still wanna attend your wedding :)

P.S

I have never regret knowing you but the greatest regret is knowing you too late. :)
Sorry if my face too FAT in the picture. TSK ._.

I won't give up

2012-01-25T21:51:00.000+08:00

Dear Hairyl and soccer boys,

This video is dedicated to the 3 of you. Please don't give up and old Heri knows that you'll be able to pull it through this tough period.

Soccer boys, no matter how well y'all played today, I'm still proud and blessed to know both of you did your best. No matter how many falls or injuries or any injustices you've got from Ref today, it would all turned into important experiences which would make you perform better next time. Be it lose or win, experience to become a better player is the most crucial part of thing you must gain in any game. You may have under-performed but deep down in me, I know all of you wanna do your best, wanna do something for the team, wanna do something for the school and lastly, wanna do something for yourself. Treasure every match seriously and gain all those important lesson learnt in it. You will be a better player, sooner or later. That's why Heri have always believed in :)

Dear Hairyl, it kinda make my heart die a lil' seeing the frustrations and sadness that you're going through right now but what I want you to know is that don't give up on yourself now. Especially not moving on for the sake of your cousin 'cause I doubt he wants you to be sad and stop your pace of life for him because it would be unfair to you. It may also hurt him seeing you going through all the sadness in him right now so yeah. What I wanna say is, treasure the happy times with him, remember him in the happy and good way. That's what I think he hope you will be able to make it. Old Heri's SMS will just let you spam any moment you want if you need someone to rant 'bout certain things or even need someone to scold. If I'm able to share off your load or burden in a way which I'm capable of, I'm willing to do it :) So cheer up bro :)

Lastly, take some time off to listen to this song as the lyric is quite meaningful as well.
Oh ya, remember to off my MP3 Playlist :)
Goodnight and God bless.

2012-01-02T23:17:00.001+08:00

Dread school, dread work. Sigh

你不知道的事

2011-12-31T13:00:00.001+08:00

Ola ~

This blog is like so dead! I really lazy to update it sometimes haha.

Anyway today is 31/12/2011.

Last day of 2011 !

Bet everyone is either hyped up for 2012 or just annoyed at the fact that school's starting.

Yesh ! School's starting :(

Means no more late nights, no more gaming, no more waking up late :(

Haha oh well. What can we do right? Might as well get used to it :)

I haven't upload the Japan trip photos yet. Shall it do asap!

Here are some teaser!

Told cha Mr Ong shaved his mustache. LOL
I miss Japan :(

Sometimes I walk alone.

Molesto

2011-10-06T00:50:00.001+08:00

Seeing is deceiving.
Dreaming is believing.
It's okay not to be okay.

Mixed feelings.
If only I could break free from this world.

Feliz

2011-09-20T00:11:00.002+08:00

Hey, how is it going for you guys? :)
I didn't went for class today :P
Was feeling nauseous and sick this morning so I decided to take MC. Haha
Okay la, partially is I'm lazy to go lol.
Things I'm learning in the course are good but it's just that I ain't enjoying it that much :/
11 weeks left :'( Faster pass ah time, faster pass. Pass like some winter melon like that..
Boring ah... how I'd wish that I can go back to school... :(
Having Desmond to take over all my Sai Kang while I'm gone just makes me more guilty... :(

Anyway, I edited this photo before I sleep. So handsome de can hahahahaha.
They are the Greenridge Boy Band! "The Yvonnes"!
Hahahahahahahaha I just couldn't stop laughing at Shaun's expression LOL.

Alright, time to sleep! I should learn to sleep early sia...

BOOM. REMEMBER THIS?
"FWAH, GOTTA CRASH"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Back to the future

2011-09-14T13:12:00.004+08:00

Hi peepies.
Currently slacking in the lecture theatre.
Just finished lunch and starting to miss being school again :(
How I wish this course is only a week.
There's quiz tmr and I'm afraid I will not do well lol.
Educational Psychology leh!!!!!
Module so 'chim'! Can die wor ~ lol.
But it's fun learning all these new stuffs
can easily apply in school.
Maybe I will test out next year :)

I can't believe I will be totally left out in today's department photoshoot! :(
Damn! I really wanna take those photoshoot with them sia :(
Sigh. Sickening course.
I'm so sad until I wanna jump down some buildings now :)
Shall I? :)
Wokey, bye.

Villano

2011-09-13T00:39:00.007+08:00

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

Handsome Bryan :)



I miss SLs.
I miss laughing with Mr Ong.
I miss laughing at Desmond and Mandy.
I miss laughing at Jeffery's jokes.
I miss listening to Albert's rubbish.
I miss having makan with Mr Koh.
I miss teasing Cindy, Nisa and CO.
I miss seeing some students.
I miss working in school :(

11 weeks and 4 more days to go.

Asou Haruto

2011-09-12T02:07:00.001+08:00

Met up with Callen, Aaron, Johnson and Grace for a farewell dinner just now.
I just love hanging out with them! They are so funny and cool. I ♥ them haha :P
Callen is going LA this Wednesday for his attachment or studies :(
I hope he will do well and enjoy his stay there ;)
It's getting really late, which I suppose to be sleeping now,
but guess sleeping around 3/4am ++ for the past few nights caused me to have a hard time sleeping early :(
I should really head off to sleep NOW before I couldn't make it for lesson tmr :(

So the time has finally arrived.

Time to go back as a student, and study :(

I really felt so isolated at NTU :(

I hope someone will break the ice around me soon :(

Recuerdos

2011-09-09T03:45:00.004+08:00

Sup everybody! I'm back! Just finished playing LOD with Pier and CO, without John.
He just checked in into Tekong this morning. He's the first to go NS in the clique.
Hope he will do just find in there! :)

Went to arcade today with Samuel and CO,
wasn't really enjoying myself 'cause I was sneezing non stop -_-
It's kinda irritating you know? Sneezing non stop and it sucks :(
Anyway, I'm happy to camp there for few hours! And Gay Shaun challenged Samuel and he lost :) LOL
But my wallet is filled with 2 burnt holes. Spent quite a lot today! OMG man.
I should really learn to spend wisely man. TSK.

And Glenn! Here you go! LOL

Happy to see your face here mah? Hahahahaha!

Sickening truck with that fake plants at the back! LOL

Sorry to dedicate a post for you la :(

Well, at least late is better than never! And I bet you must be thinking,

"Aiya, not sincerity at all! I asked you post then you really post. Tsk." right?

See I'm so smart LOL.

Well, I doubt a simple blog post will be sufficient to explain or even briefly talk 'bout us.

But nevertheless, both of us had come a long way to be where we are now,

and those past we had together were bitter and sweet at the same time,

AND it's something that we shouldn't forget but to learn from it :)

If I'm given a choice, I wouldn't wanna go back to our past to relive it,

but instead to review or just to take a look at the past, starting from the AVA control room :)

I love that room actually, pretty cosy and comfortable. Beautiful memories :)

Please take good care of yourself in MI and do well for your A Level!

And I still believed that we will be meeting soon even though holiday are ending LOL :P

Alright, another photo before I head off to my Lala Land.

"Lala" reminds me of Smurfs. They are so ridiculously adorable!

I was pretty skeptical 'bout the movie initially,

thinking that it would be boring but it really surprised me in the end.

It was hilarious and comical! Looking at those Smurfs, ah they are so so so so so so cute! Haha.

You guys should really just go catch it!

It worth the money 'cause once a while we will have to go back to our childish state of mind right? :)

Wokey, here is your photo Vanessa! :) Sorry for the delay :(

3 more days to a brand new environment.
However, just by looking at those buildings in that school compound,
it literally just struck my mind that I suppose to be studying there for my degree few years back.

Sentimientos

2011-09-05T01:29:00.003+08:00

Flame to dust, lovers to friends.
Why do all good things come to an end?

I kinda like this photo. All 4 of us looked damn cool, especially me. LOL

Yo peepies! Damn! Just finished my 3D2N camp in school.
Man, sleeping on the floor with just a sleeping bag ain't that comfortable at all!
But the company I had with Desmond and CO. was nice. Not forgetting those awesome SLs :)
I hope everyone is sleeping soundly at home now, taking a good long rest :)
Happy to see that most of them enjoyed themselves in the camp,
though might be a lil' boring here and there but yet, I bet you guys really learned something right? :)
Kah Siong's presentation just now was damn comical. I kinda laughed throughout his speech,
and yesh, I know I'm damn bad and mean :/ but it was really funny! Haha he is just so adorable :D
Exactly 1 week before I'm off to my course. Many uncertainties are slowing building in me.
I wonder how Desmond and CO. gonna handle themselves back in new the term.
I wonder how the SLs gonna do well for their exams.
I wonder how 1/3, 1/6 & 2/6 gonna survive for their final exam.

Recently I'm hooked up to those good ol' chinese movies which are airing on Celestial Channel.
It's really really oldies, all the settings and props used in the show are very old!
It's just that the storyline and their flying & fighting here and there attracted me haha.
It could get so addictive that I could just sit on the sofa and watch it for few hours lol xD
I think I'm crazy hahahaha but who cares! Hehe.

So I guess I better turn in soon man. Tmr is another long day. Argh, stupid briefing. ZZZ
Alrightos, rest well this holiday and guess I will not be seeing most of the students for the rest of the year.
I will be updating this blog regularly so no worries hahaha :)
Take care till next year we meet! :D

Loola ♥

2011-08-29T03:19:00.001+08:00

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
No I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

Kinda missing those awesome nights during Loola.
The beautiful moonlight, cooling sea breeze and the wonderful company.
If I'm given a chance, I would love to relive the whole experience again with the same group of people :)